When I
closed the door behind me, the sound of it felt like thunder on my nerves. I
was trembling just a little bit. Some of
it was excitement, and some of it was dread, but regardless I felt as if I were
walking the last few feet of a plank, ready to plunge into the cold water
swirling beneath me.
Ostensibly
there was no plank. Instead I traversed
a parking lot. The asphalt was pitted,
almost falling apart and more gravel than tar.
Years of hot Texas
sun had baked it to the point where it was almost white washed, the fading
parking space lines barely visible. The
apartment complex surrounding the lot was hardly in better shape. The paint was peeling, the sidewalks covered
with dirt slurries that had come with the rain, and the landscaping was
practically nonexistent. Every time I went there I felt a surge of trepidation,
just walking up to my destination. And
that had nothing to do with the expectation of sexual adventure.
I gripped
the large black duffle bag in my right hand and swallowed. Three years of Nympho Humiliation Pain Slut
Assignments were coming to an end. And a
fourth one was beginning. It was difficult to wrap my mind around. In the space of three years, I’ve written two
novels, six anthologies, a handful of short stories, and one novella. That’s a lot of sex. I looked toward the apartment. My blue denim duster flapped around my
calves, snapping against my thick jeans.
I was warm at least, wearing a tee shirt underneath a long sleeve
flannel shirt. I had opted not to wear a
bra that day, knowing what was coming, and both feet were stuck down into my
leather cowboy boots. I even wore a hat.
Of course
there was one other accessory that I should mention, and that is my RVP. That
stands for Rotating Venus Penis, a particularly fun sex toy that consists of a
strap harness that holds a plastic base against your clit and sex. Connected to the base is a four inch plastic
dildo. A control box, or remote, is
hardwired to the base and controls the two motors, one of which shakes the
entire apparatus like a California
earthquake and the other that makes the corkscrew shaped dildo spin like a
top. As you can imagine, it is a
difficult sex toy to deal with for very long.
At that
particular moment though, my RVP was off.
I felt neither vibrations nor spinning, and hadn’t since I first slipped
that four inch dildo up into my very wet and very wanting depths. Did I want to
turn it on? Oh, absolutely! But I knew what was coming, what the
assignment would require, and the last thing I wanted to do was prime the pump
so to speak. So instead of suffering, or
enjoying as the case may be, waves of orgasmic pleasure during my morning
chores, I walked around stuffed, yet un-tormented. The RVP stayed quiet.
It was
still early however and as I walked across the parking lot, I glanced eastward
to see the still rising sun. It wasn’t
even eight o’clock yet. All I had done
that morning was complete my chores, grab a bite to eat at a fast food joint,
and drive. Now I walked carefully and
quietly to my destination, facing the coming ordeal with quiet fortitude.
Quite
fortitude my ass. My stomach was
rumbling, and not from hunger, but from trepidation. I was scared frankly. The assignment I was facing was brutal enough
without involving my friend and domme Julie.
But there was little I could do about it at that point and when I
arrived at her door and knocked, I resisted the urge to scream like a little
girl and run away.
Julie
opened the door and I blinked. She was
dressed in a tee shirt that didn’t fit her, with one bare shoulder hanging out
of the oversized collar. The shirt would
have gone down to her thighs, had it not be raggedly cut across the torso, just
under Julie’s smallish breasts, leaving her midriff bare. She was wearing a pair of boy shorts that
served as both underclothes and overclothes, as if she were a guy going out for
the morning paper in nothing but his boxers.
Her feet were bare, but her toenails were painted a bright purple. She sported a fingerless, black lace glove on
her right hand, a matching choker around her throat, and while she wasn’t
wearing much makeup, mostly eyeliner and shadow, her hair was a mixture of
bright blue, pea green, and garish orange.
I had to look away just to give my eyes time to adjust.
She didn’t
say anything to me, just stepped aside, letting me into the apartment and I
crossed the threshold, knowing that my fate was sealed with that one tiny
step. The door closed behind me and
Julie twisted the deadbolt, a final “snick” that took every last option but one
from my pantheon of choices. I turned to
face her, dropping the duffel bag on the floor and she crossed her arms across
her tummy and leaned against the wall.
Her eyes were hard and I knew what was expected.
Like Kari,
Julie preferred me nude and I took off my boots and my clothes
methodically. At Kari’s place, I undress
outside and put my clothes in a bag. At
Julie’s place, I am forced by the environment to strip inside and my clothes
are left in a large pile in the foyer.
Julie is not a clean freak like Kari is.
Naked,
except for the RVP harness holding the pink plastic base nestled against my
sex, I stepped out onto the carpet. I
closed my eyes and put my hands behind my head, lacing my fingers
together. I took a few deep breaths,
preparing myself both mentally and physically for Julie’s traditional hello.
A swift,
solid blow smacked into my left breast, sending an impact tremor through the
soft curves, across the cleavage, and into my other breast in a fluid
wave. It hurt and left my nipples
tingling. But before I could do more
than gasp and let out a breath, Julie caught me on the backhand, striking me
from the other direction and magnifying the overall assault. I groaned and Julie swung again, going back
and forth across my chest with her hand until my breasts felt hot and heavy,
swollen with the impromptu beating. And
to think, this wasn’t even the start of the assignment!
When my
breast spanking was done Julie’s palm was red and my bosom felt as if it had
been run over by a steamroller and then beaten with chopsticks. I ached abominably. I groaned as I brought
down my hands and then Julie was hugging me, pressing her own breasts against
mine, lifting her shirt so that we were skin to skin, nipple to nipple. I could
even feel the little barbell piercings she wore. Our mouths met and she was hungrily sucking
on my tongue.
I responded
eagerly. I was horny, wanting even, and despite knowing what was coming, I
desperately wanted relief as well. Julie
finally released me, only to take a step into the apartment, practically
begging me to follow. She glanced at the
clock.
“It’s a
little after eight. Let’s not start things off until eight thirty. That way
it’s easier to keep track of the time,” she said.
I shrugged.
“Whatever works for you,” I replied. “But what do you want to do until eight
thirty?”
She grinned
and grabbed my hand. I was pulled over to the sofa and watched as Julie pushed
down her boy shorts, exposing the delicately shaved slit and pink wetness. She put a hand on my shoulder and pushed me
to my knees. I reached up and tugged down her boy shorts, pulling them off one
dainty foot. She sat down, spreading her
legs wide apart and I leaned in, tongue extended, taking a taste of her.
She smelled
like strawberries, at least right at first.
She must have showered before I came over because her skin felt
soft. It took a minute of licking before
I tasted the musky salty flavor of her arousal and then I focused on her
clitoris, listening to her moans of pleasure as I tantalized her. Unlike Kari, Julie has no trouble cumming
from a variety of stimuli. I felt her
fingers entangle in my hair and she held my face against her sex, rubbing my
nose up and down her slit. Suddenly she
let out a wild yell and a flood of juice boiled out of her, soaking my cheeks.
I gasped for air, bubbling.
She let me
go and I fell backward, sucking in a breath.
Julie’s eyes were unfocused, a little dazed and I settled downward, waiting
for her to recover. She did eventually,
a few minutes later, and got up, still naked from the ribcage down, and padded
into the back bathroom. She emerged
again dry and wearing a delighted smirk on her face.
“Are you
ready?” she asked.
I nodded. “As
ready as I’ll ever be.”
She shook
her head. “I’m looking forward to this. Twelve hours of torturing you. Want to guess how many orgasms you’ll have?”
I frowned.
“I don’t think so.”
Julie
grinned. “I’m hoping we beat your record.
Twenty one right?”
“Yes,
twenty one.”
“So that’s
what we’ll shoot for.”
I gave her
a cross look. “That’s not the point of this assignment. It’s to test my
endurance.”
“Oh sure! I
know,” she said, waving off my protestation.
She checked the time. “I think
we’re ready. Come here.”
I padded
over to her, the remote of the RVP stuck in the strap harness that held the
plastic toy to my sex. Julie plucked at
the little plastic toy controller and I gasped as I felt it rumble to
life. My pussy tightened and then the
plastic cock inside me began rotating slowly.
I sighed, mouth open, eyes closed.
But then, the vibrations picked up and I groaned.
“Julie? It’s supposed to be on low. That feels like medium,” I said softly.
Julie
grinned. “I know. I’m changing the setting. I want you on medium.”
“But, it’s
supposed to be on low! You aren’t supposed to change the assignment,” I
protested.
“Nonsense. All of your readers know that I’m allowed to
make things harder and more difficult for you.
So now instead of lasting an hour or two on low before your first
orgasm, you’ll be cumming in about thirty minutes. I like the idea of you suffering all day at
medium with that thing spinning inside you.”
“But…” I
started to say and she grabbed my nipple, pinching it hard and pulling me
toward her with a twist.
“Would you
rather spend the next twelve hours with it on full power, vibrating and
spinning inside you?” she asked.
I was
actually afraid she might do that and I shook my head. “No thank you,” I whispered.
“Good. Now
shut the fuck up and go get your candles and set them up. I want them burning
for at least thirty minutes before you put them out.”
Already I
felt the tension between my legs increasing steadily. Under normal circumstances I can handle a low
intensity vibration for hours before exploding.
But that was with something like vibroballs. The base of the RVP touched my clit as well
as my entire labia, thus doubling the amount of sensation caressing me. To be honest though, the rotation is what
I’ve always had a problem with. I’ve
never been able to endure long periods of spinning plastic cock, no matter what
setting. I’ve never even lasted an
hour. So Julie’s claim that I’d last
beyond nine thirty was a crock. We both
knew it too. But now, with the
vibrations at medium, I’d be lucky to last twenty minutes.
I dug
through my duffle bag, trying to ignore the steady churning inside me. The vibrations were tough to deal with as
well and I focused on putting the two small bayberry scented candles on the
dining room table and lighting them with one of Julie’s cigarette
lighters. When I was done, I padded back
into the living room and knelt at Julie’s feet.
She was draped across her sofa and motioned me closer. As soon as I was in the spot she wanted, she
reached out and began caressing my breasts, teasing the nipples and tugging on
my piercing and padlock.
I was about
three quarters of the way toward popping like an over-inflated balloon when
Julie arbitrarily decided it was time for me to do my very first torment. She stood up, tugging me to my feet by the nipple,
and leading me to the dining room. The
flickering flames were reflected in the pools of melted wax that capped the
tops of both votive candles. Julie
pushed me forward and I stood there, swallowing hard, butterflies in my
stomach, an earthquake between my legs, and a drill spinning into my depths, mining
for whatever fluids might be deep beneath the surface.
I closed my
eyes and bent over the table, my chest hovering six or seven inches above the
candles. I felt the heat wash over my
nipples, caressing me, sliding up through my cleavage and even touching my
cheek. Julie reached out, checked the
position, and then put her hand on my shoulder.
I choked
back a protest and waited while Julie ran into the back bedroom. I stayed where
I was, bathing my chest with the heat of the lit candles, my nipples dangling
above them.
Julie ran
back to me with a grin on her face. She
held up a roll of black tape, the kind used to censor girls all over the
world. Actually it was just black
electrical tape but she quickly pulled a small length off the roll and cut it
with a pair of kitchen scissors. Then
she set it across the padlock that dangled down from my right nipple. She taped the metal square to the bottom of
my breast. Bitch.
“You’re
set, girl. Do it.”
It took me
a moment to get my moxie, but then I did it.
Fast is always the way to go, just so you don’t get burned, and I
dropped the final six inches in less than a second, mashing the tips of both
breasts into the flaming wicks. I didn’t
stop either, I kept going until both nipples were down, coated in the melted
wax, burning me to cinders and leaving me gasping and squealing, my legs
buckling. I pulled back and two strands
of smoke flew up from the candles. Both
of my nipples were coated in dark red wax, the turgid and now quite hot bumps
sticking straight out.
Some of it hadn’t
cooled yet and had run in rivulets down the underside of my breast. I shook, my fingers cupping my breasts as I
struggled against the pain. But then the
sensations of the RVP slammed into me and at exactly 9:03am I exploded like a
stick of dynamite with a short fuse. I
cried out and fell back against the wall while my knees knocked together. Suddenly my breasts weren’t hurting. The scorching wax seemed to add something to
the stirring vibrations coming from between my legs and would you believe, that
just for a second, I wished I was getting hot waxed down there as well?
As soon as
the wax pasties had hardened Julie took me by the hand into the kitchen and
made me hold her trash bin under my breasts.
She grabbed a wooden spoon from a kitchen drawer and began whacking my
nipples, first one and then the other, splintering the wax into chips and
letting red flecks fall away from my boiled skin. It hurt, but I was already struggling with
the sensorial aftermath of the RVP still churning and shaking away between my
legs.
Finally
Julie finished and I was sent back to the living room to await either my next
orgasm or the next torment, which ever came first.
The
directions provided by Master Salvador were quite explicit about the torments
and they weren’t connected to the masturbatory antics of my Rotating Venus
Penis. Each hour Julie was to deliver
one of the torments, most of which were inflicted to my breasts, though
eventually my feet and ass were to join the fun. But through it all I endured the steady
thrumming and spin of the RVP. And that
was the whole point.
The second
orgasm came before Julie inflicted the second round of torment and it happened
at about 9:40am. To me, it has always
seemed odd that for awhile, my endurance actually decreases, at least until
sensitive nerves are frayed and the constant stimulation turns to
discomfort. I sat there on the easy
chair shuddering and moaning as the RVP spun and shook, sending me onward
toward sexual oblivion. Julie enjoyed
the show and waited for me to calm down, but noted that calming down wasn’t
much of a statement considering that after two orgasms I still had the RVP
swirling and rumbling between my legs.
I was
starting to get a tad bit sensitive, just enough to put an edge on the
sensation when she announced it was time for another torment. There were twelve in all, with one already
finished, with no two alike, and while Julie had to complete all of them, as
did I, she had the right to choose what order the torments were to be
delivered. She walked into the living
room after rifling through my duffle bag and she placed a small plastic
container and a six ounce bottle of oil on the coffee table.
My nipples
tightened.
I put my
hands behind my head, knowing damn well what was coming. My sex tightened too, wrapping around the
four inch spinning cock and sending delicious shivers up through my body. Julie uncapped the little bottle of oil and
lifted it over my bosom. A gentle squeeze
put several drops on the upper slope of my left breast. Even as the oil slipped down toward my
nipple, she did the other side. Then
with the forefinger of both hands, she reached out, dipped into the oil, and
began smearing it across the tips of both breasts.
The first
sensation was olfactory. I smelled
cinnamon. Lots of cinnamon. Then there was a tingle, a cool tingle, very
similar to muscle relaxant cream. As the
tips of my breasts began reacting to the chemical stimulant, another sensation
arrived, a sort of gentle heat that steadily grew until it overwhelmed the cool
tingle and began burning in earnest.
Stinging O oil is a concoction of my own design, a mixture of grapeseed
oil, cinnamon oil, and pepper oil, though admittedly I sometimes opt for mint
oil rather than cinnamon. It’s not a
recipe that I can mass produce since depending on the oils you purchase, the
strength of the Stinging O can change dramatically. Each batch has its own characteristics. Once I made a bottle that was so hot that I
literally burned for days. In general
however, it is one cup grapeseed oil, an eighth of a cup cinnamon oil, and a
quarter cup of pepper oil. I never put
in a quarter cup of pepper oil all at once. I start with an eighth of a cup and
see how strong the burn is. Be warned,
be careful if you try this at home. I’m not responsible for your cooking
mistakes.
But right
then, in Julie’s living room, with my breasts oiled and glistening and burning
and tingling, the torment was just right. It was a very different feeling than
the candle wax, which had suffused deeply into my chest. This sensation was all surface and I knew it,
like ants crawling along your skin. As
the distinct discomfort increased at the tips of each breast, I squirmed,
almost as if I were trying to get away from the sensation.
Julie
brought my attention back to my situation instead of the chemical fires
smoldering on my nipples. She popped the
lid off the plastic container and upended it, pouring out a dozen or so wooden
clothespin across the coffee table.
Would you believe that my sex literally tightened spasmodically around
the RVP? Even without a single
clothespin on me I was getting close to another orgasm. It was insane. I was hurting, my sex was highly sensitive,
my nipples were taut and ablaze, and I was about to cum.
She put the
first clothespin on my right nipple, sticking straight out. I groaned, my hips jerking as my body coped
with the new torment the only way it knew how.
The second clothespin matched the first, except on the other
breast. The pinching should have hurt
me, at least a little, but instead there was a flash of heat, of light, of
nirvana even, and my orgasm started even as Julie grabbed more clothespins and
stuck them willy-nilly on my body. More
went on my breasts but then Julie began clipping them to the soft flesh of my
upper arm, along my side, and then my lip.
I didn’t care. I was too far gone, lost in the music of a symphony, the
harmonies of each instrument of torture blending into a crescendo of orgasmic
ecstasy that made it impossible to pick out each individual sound.
I collapsed
to the ground at 10:05am, twitching as the music ended. The RVP still buzzed against my clit, my
thighs pressed tightly together making little difference to the stimulation
being inflicted upon my clit. My breasts
burned from the Stinging O, and the clothespins were merely salt on the
wounds. They hurt, but only lightly,
more an irritant than anything else. To
be honest, the worst discomfort came from between my legs.
I’ve said
this a million times, but believe me, while women are multi-orgasmic in the
general sense, we are NOT equipped to have non-stop sexual stimulation of our
genitals, especially clitoral stimulation, like the kind being inflicted upon
me by the RVP. Granted, it wasn’t as bad
as my butterfly clitoral vibrator, but it wasn’t exactly fun either. Add in the spin of the plastic cock embedded
inside me, and you might be able to understand that there was lots of
stimulation I had to deal with. Most
women can’t handle it. In fact,
technically speaking, neither can I. I
get over-sensitized, my nerves overloaded with input, and regardless of how
well lubricated I might be, my mind begins interpreting the excess sensory
input as acute discomfort, even pain.
Most women
would put a stop to it. But me? I’m a nympho humiliation pain slut, and pain
for me, especially sexualized pain, happens to be a turn on. Where another woman, like Kari, or even
Julie, would yank out the RVP and sigh in relief, I curled up into a fetal
ball, shuddering and whimpering, the clothespins digging into my flesh, my
breasts still smoldering with chemical induced heat, and slowly allowed the
discomfort to turn to pain, which eventually became arousal, which changed the
pain into discomfort and then the discomfort into want. By the time forty five minutes had passed, I
was kneeling again in front of the sofa, manipulating a vibrator in and out of
Julie’s sex, wanting my own orgasm.
Julie came
rather quickly, which wasn’t that much of a surprise. She made me lick the vibrator clean as she
stood up and again marched, naked from the waist down, out of the room. I wondered what was coming next and my eyes
widened in alarm as she came back into the living room with a thin plastic
rod.
“Stand up,”
Julie demanded.
Trembling,
I climbed to my feet. The RVP spun and
rumbled and the clothespins on my breast bobbed and wiggled. The burn from the Stinging O had finally
faded into practical nothingness, but that didn’t change the fact that my sex
felt as if I had been fucked with a sandblaster and then put back to work.
“Now put
your hands behind your head and stick your tits out.”
Tears
formed in my eyes as I realized what was about to happen. There were three torments involving the cane,
and all were unpleasant. But one involved my bottom and another my feet, and I
had been hoping she’d spare my breasts.
Now I knew that the ass caning and bastinado would come later, while my
already tender breasts would receive their crisscrossing welts now. I bit my
lip, choking back the coming sob.
She began
to reach up as I arched my back and presented my bosom. For a second I thought she was going to
remove the clothespins first, but instead she just wiggled the one on my left
nipple up and down, then twisted it, sending shooting pains through my
breast. Just as I was about to crumple
again, she let go and let me suck in a few quivering breaths. I recovered my
equilibrium, if not my composure and then Julie took a single step back, raised
the plastic cane, and swung it at my chest.
The plastic
rod landed at an angle, impacting just above both nipples and snapped downward
across my areola, snagging the clothespins and ripping them off the tips of my
breasts. The pain was beyond
description. I screamed and my hands
came off the back of my head and cupped my breasts. I fell backward, landing on
my ass as tears streamed down my face.
Julie didn’t like that and reached out with one hand, grabbing my hair
and pulling me back up.
“GET UP,
BITCH! YOU STAND THERE AND GET THOSE
TITS OUT OR I’ll HURT YOU SO BAD YOU WON’T BE ABLE TO FUCK FOR A MONTH!” she
screamed at me. The pain in my scalp was
enough to get me heading in the right direction and I sobbed crazily as I once
more stood and put my hands behind my back. A quick glance down through my
tears showed me a bright red welt that crossed both breasts along the upper
slope.
“Spread
your legs wide,” Julie snarled.
I opened my
legs. She wouldn’t hit me there. The RVP
was in the way and I knew she wouldn’t remove it. She did it to make it less likely I’d fall to
the ground. Or maybe it was to increase
my sexual wantonness. I’m going to admit
that the stroke that took the two clothespins from my nipples made my arousal
small and insignificant.
She gave me
maybe a minute to both recover and to anticipate. But eventually she again stepped to my side,
raised the cane, and brought it whistling across at my breasts. This time it impacted directly on my nipples,
smashing them backward into my chest, flattening my breasts, and leaving a
thick red line cutting directly across my bosom. Again I wilted like a flower, but I managed
to remain upright at least. The pain was
brutal, awful even, but my body’s natural defenses began to kick in and I
tightened around the RVP. That was the
saving grace, the keystone, and even before she struck again, my loins began
pumping, thrusting against the plastic cock and vibrations with need and
energy. It was the only thing I could do
to siphon off some of the excess hurt. I
converted it into sexual energy.
Julie set
to work, matching my thrusts with angry flicks of the cane. While none of the following strokes seemed to
have the same intensity of the first two, she laid them all on my breasts,
scoring me over and over until my chest was hot and heavy, swollen flesh capped
with two dark red nipples. It became
impossible to see the red welts since so many were overlaid across each other,
but you could feel them, the raised flesh reacting to the horrible
impacts. I can still feel some of those
welts now as I cup my breasts, remembering.
All in all, Julie knocked all of the clothespins
loose, even the ones on my arms and sides, just by hitting my bosom. I rocked back and forth, but managed to stay
upright through the entire set. When the
fiftieth stroke landed hard and I almost burst into a fresh round of tears,
Julie dropped the cane, grabbed hold of me, and smashed me against the
wall. Her body molded to mine and her
mouth came up, pressing against my lips as her tongue sought out mine. The kiss was fiery and passionate and then
her knee came up, not with force, but with pressure, and she moved her leg,
pressing it against the base of the RVP.
I came,
right there, at 11:09am, in her arms, her tongue in my mouth, her knee between
my legs, quivering like jelly, my breasts hurting horribly, but skin to skin,
the heat of our embrace the final flambé I needed to be finished. The explosion rocked through me and I clung
to her, kissing her back, my body thumping against her leg desperately. Everything faded, molding and melting and
becoming and my world blurred as the most powerful orgasm I had experienced yet
that morning blasted through me like a bullet train going through a dark
tunnel. Flashes of light went past my eyes;
I felt the roar of movement, of speed and need.
And then, Julie slipped one arm around my shoulders and helped me move
the four steps to the sofa. She laid me
down as I quietly sobbed, unable to cope with the dichotomy of agony and
ecstasy.
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