During the 1890’s, there was a Russian physiologist named
Ivan Petrovich Pavlov who noticed odd behavior coming from his test
subjects. He was investigating the
gastric function in dogs and noticed that every time his lab assistant came in
to feed the dogs, they began salivating before the food arrived. In time, Pavlov realized that the dogs had
been conditioned to expect food every time they saw that lab assistant. And thus the psychological concept of
“conditioned response” was born. Most
animals can be “conditioned” to have a reflex response to an outside stimuli: a
gesture, a bell… a buzzer.
I was sitting at my desk working on another write up when
the buzzer went off. I could hear it
through the shut and locked door of my bedroom, coming from down the hall. It was laundry day and the sound indicated
that my third load of clothing was done.
I closed my eyes, dreading the next few minutes. My chest started heaving as my body prepared
for the coming pain. As I lifted my
hands, I noticed my fingers trembling.
It wasn’t the first time I had done this, but the sixth or seventh. I
had lost track. My fingers grasped the
black metal binder clips that were delicately but firmly attached to my nipples
and pinched them open.
It was tough to keep from screaming as the blood rushed back
into the crushed tips of both breasts. I
did fall over though, smacking my head into the wood of my desk, just barely
missing the opportunity to leave an imprint of the computer keyboard on my
forehead. I dropped the binder clips on
my the desk, listening to their clatter as the buzzing from the dryer
continued, calling me. I didn’t want to
get up. I SO didn’t want to get up.
“Bre! Breanne!” my
mother called from downstairs. “The
dryer is done!”
I rolled my eyes. “I
know! Thanks! I’ll be there in a minute!” I called down,
trying to keep the stress out of my voice.
I took a shuddering breath, ignoring the throbbing of my nipples. I tugged down my shirt, covering my bare
breasts. I smoothed down my skirt. Then I stood up.
The slipping sensation hit me immediately, only to stop in
what can only be described as blinding pain.
My fingers tightened on the desk as I grimaced, my hips churning in a
lewd and quite sexual motion. My clit
felt as if it were being torn off my body as my pussy tightened convulsively
around the foot long Core Driller dildo that was now only partially embedded
inside me. I gasped, then bit my lip in
an effort to keep from wailing. My hips
continued to rock violently, which did not help things one bit.
I had been suffering for the entire morning, responding to
the buzzing alarm of the dryer with regular agony. It had all started with a simple chat message
from Master Barrett, one that I have come to both appreciate and fear. “I’m feeling sadistic today,” he informed me
politely. I braced myself. It was early and it was laundry day, meaning
that I had already done my morning chores, stuffed to the brim with my Husky
dildo held in with a pair of panties.
Light, easy, with no pain.
That changed in a heartbeat.
The first thing that changed was that the insertion of my
four inch butt plug had been ordered.
I’m not a fan of things in my ass, but I was hardly in a position to
refuse. Then the Husky dildo came out,
only to be replaced by my Core Driller dildo, which was two inches longer and
quite a bit thicker. This replacement
was a compromise of sorts, since Master Barrett had wanted me to wear my jumbo
alligator clamp, attached to my clitoris, weighted to keep me hurting and
swinging. And yet, when I pointed out to
him that I couldn’t wear the clamp AND the panties, which were holding the
Husky dildo, we ended up making a compromise.
Well, actually, he compromised and I was tortured even
more. So instead of the Husky, I was
stuffed with the Core Driller. Instead of panties holding in the thick rubber
cock, I had attached a four inch chain and D clip from the metal ring at the
base of the Core Driller to my alligator clamp.
So every time I stood, a decent six pound dildo tried valiantly to slide
out of my pussy, only to be stopped short by the chain, which was attached to
the jumbo alligator clamp, which was biting down on my clit with sharp metal
teeth.
Walking was a nightmare.
Every step caused the chain between my legs to tug painfully and there
was this constant sensation of the dildo falling out and being fucked all at
the same time. Combined with the almost
unbearable pain of having so much weight hanging, even if only partially, from
my clit, and I’m surprised I was even functioning on a conscious level. You’d think I’d have been on the floor in a
fetal position, drooling or something.
The dryer buzzing had stopped but I took a few steps toward
the door. Out of twelve inches of rubber
cock, at least five had slipped out of my sex and the arrestor chain that was
connected to my clit was pulled taut. I
could feel the metal teeth of the clamp tearing at my sex and it was only with
great willpower that I was even able to make it to the door. Every step was another brush with both pain
and sexual desperation.
Yes, sexual desperation.
I know it’s tough to imagine, but I’m a nympho humiliation pain
slut. Being hurt, at least being hurt in
certain ways, at certain times, turns me on.
Don’t think I’m going to lust after your cock if you come over and break
my arm. But at that moment, with my clit
pinched tightly between those metal jaws, tugged painfully downward, while my
hungry and incredibly wet pussy tried to keep that dildo embedded as deeply as
possible, I was a contradiction in terms.
And after four or so hours of non-stop stimulation and torture, I was
right on the edge.
I assembled some sort of cloak of respectability around
me. After all, my family was home. I padded down the hall and looked down the stairs. I almost wished I could take advantage of my
father’s stair lift, a motorized seat that allowed him to rise to the second
floor with little effort, or come back down.
But how would I explain my need?
“I’m sorry Mom, but I took Dad’s lift because I was afraid my dildo
would slide out and thus rip off my clitoris.”
I blinked. Not an explanation I
wanted to give. So instead I took the
first of a dozen or so steps, shards of exquisite agony exploding between my
legs and making my arousal even more of a problem. By the time I got to the bottom of the
staircase I could detect the sweet musky scent of my need and I hurried, as
much as the dildo and clit clamp would allow, to the utility room.
It didn’t take me long to unload the dryer, put a wet load in,
set up the washer with the whites, and then make my long way back upstairs to
my bedroom with the dry laundry. They
needed folding. Climbing the stairs was
even more agonizing and I had to stop halfway up to catch my breath. Finally I made it back to my room, closed and
locked the door, and tossed the basket of clean laundry on the bed.
You might think, “wow, at least it’s over.” Right?
But I knew better. My torment, my
punishment, my problems had only just begun.
I shuffled over to my chair and prepared to sit down. Most people don’t have to prepare, they just
do it. But in my case, it was an
absolute necessity.
I groaned out loud as the five inches of Core Driller dildo
immediately and deeply re-penetrated my depths.
The tip of the dildo slammed into my cervix and I had to rock, which of
course tugged on the chain that was no longer taut between my clit and the
dildo. But the new position literally
pulled the alligator clamp chewing on my sensitive nub to the side, sending new
slivers of pain through my loins. I
couldn’t help it. It didn’t matter if it
hurt. I started to bounce, literally
standing up in my seat as my hands went to my breasts to lift my shirt.
I stopped my up and down gyrations only long enough to put
the binder clamps back on my nipples.
The very different pain shattered a few more barriers and finally, for
the first time that morning, I felt the sexual pressure overwhelm the
pain. They began to combine in dark
swirls. I put my knuckles between my
teeth, the climax of orgasm making me shake and cry out. I rose and then dropped down as hard as
possible, my body shuddering in release.
It took a while, but it was the pain that brought me back
through the sex induced euphoria.
Everything hurt. My clit felt as
if it was being chewed on by a shark. My
pussy felt bruised, as if I’d been fucked by a baseball bat wielding lesbian
“butch”. My nipples throbbed in crushed
oblivion, and my ass… well my ass was so tightly locked around the anal plug
that I suspected that I’d need medical assistance to get it out.
But I had cum, and that was what the last four hours had
been all about. Cumming. I hadn’t been allowed to touch myself, to
stimulate myself into orgasm. The pain
was terrible, but I stilled myself enough to pick up the phone. I heard the ring on the other end of the line
and then Kari’s voice greeted me.
“Let me guess. You
are in a state,” she said.
“How did you guess?” I asked, my voice tinged with the
discomfort of my circumstances.
“Oh, the fact you called at eleven thirty in the
morning. The fact that you sound
desperate or in pain. Do I need to list
all the audible clues?”
I shuddered. “No. But
I need permission to do something.
Barrett insisted,” I replied.
There was a dark silence.
“Barrett insisted?” Kari asked.
I swallowed. “Yes
Kari.”
“What does he want you to do?” she asked.
I took another deep breath.
Presentation was absolutely essential on this. “Well, now that I’ve had an orgasm, I have to
go down to the barn and do ten NHPS jumping jacks.”
I heard a pencil scratching over the line. “I see,” Kari replied. “What else?”
“I have to masturbate to another orgasm afterword,” I told
her.
“That doesn’t sound too bad.” Kari seemed almost inattentive. I sighed in relief. If she had asked the details… I’d have been
in trouble.
“So what’s the catch?” Kari suddenly asked.
I trembled, my heart sinking. “Catch?
There’s no catch,” I stammered.
I could practically hear her shaking her head. “No.
There’s a catch. You wouldn’t be
calling me for permission if that’s all there is. No, this isn’t a normal case of jumping
jacks. Did he want the weights on you?”
I swallowed. “Yes.”
“And clamped?”
“Yes.” I closed my
eyes. Please don’t ask more, Kari!
“And I presume you’ll be stuffed?” she asked.
“Yes, Kari.”
There was another pause.
“Your Husky dildo?”
“No.” My voice had
shrunk down to a tiny squeak.
“This feels like I’m pulling teeth, Bre. Either tell me or the answer is no.”
I took a deep breath.
“I’m wearing my Core Driller, no panties and I’m using a D link and the
jumbo alligator clamp to keep the Core Driller from falling out,” I said in a
rush.
“You’re WHAT?” Kari asked, clearly astounded.
“I’ve got the Core Driller…” I started to say, only to have
her interrupt
“Did I hear you correctly?
You are holding the Core Driller in by attaching it to your CLIT with
that damn supersized Alligator Clamp?” she demanded.
I shrank down in my chair. “Yes, Kari.”
“And you want to do jumping jacks like that? Are you fucking insane? That will tear your clit and leave you
bleeding in the middle of the barn you stupid twit!” Kari said violently.
I grit my teeth. “I
don’t think that will happen. I’m pretty…”
Kari ripped into me again. “I don’t care what you think
because it’s pretty obvious you aren’t thinking. What the hell was Barrett thinking for that
matter! I realize that you love the
pain, but the two of you need to stop smoking whatever it that you are smoking
and understand reality here.”
“But Kari!” I protested.
“It’s just ten jumps. I’ll space
them out and go easy.”
There was sudden silence.
“You’re serious. You think you
can do this, can’t you?”
“Yes,” I said solidly.
“No. You can’t. This is stupid.” There was a moments silence on the other end
of the line as I contemplated my options. I was feeling just a bit sullen.
“All right, you want your clit hurt, so you’ll get your clit
hurt. But it will NOT be with the jumbo
alligator clamp,” Kari said. “Instead
you will hold the Core Driller in with a clover clamp on your clit. That way if it falls off for some reason, it
doesn’t leave you bleeding and in need of stitches.”
“But Kari!” I exclaimed.
“No buts. This is an
order. And tell Barrett I’m glad he made
you check with me first. Men. Do you understand? Use the clover clamp.”
“Yes Kari,” I replied sullenly.
“Good. Don’t
forget. We’ve got another Society
meeting coming up next week.”
“I know.” Another society meeting. Great.
“Be safe, Bre.” Then
Kari hung up.
I put my hands in my head and rubbed my face. I still hurt, but I felt wrung out too. Any confrontation with Kari left me feeling
raw. But finally I stood up, got my toy
box out of the closet, and extracted my clover clamps. It didn’t take much to free one of them from
the chain and then I tugged my shirt down and once more endured the painful
process of going downstairs. The Core
Driller slid out and every step resulted in another painful drawing sensation
on my clit.
Outside in the barn I once more lifted my shirt and crushed
each nipple with the binder clamps. Then
came the painful process of changing out the alligator clamp with the clover
clamp. Clover clamps are a unique
design, since the very act of pulling on them tends to tighten them even
more. So after gasping and having to sit
for a few minutes on a hay bale after releasing the alligator clamp from my
clit, I stood with the dark but even tighter pressure of the clover clamp crushing
my tender nub. Instead of biting me, the
clamp was nomming me to death. I stood
up. The Core Driller slid out of my pussy and then stopped. The clover did its job. Surprise surprise.
I picked up the half pound metal weights and hung them on my
binder clips. The pain from my breasts
doubled. Then I put my arms down at my
sides, closed my legs tightly and jumped.
My arms flew up as did my entire torso.
My ankles went wide and a number of things happened all at once.
My breasts bounced, each with heavy weights dangling from
the tips. That hurt, sending shards of
pain through my torso. Down between my
legs I actually felt the Core Driller go back up into me an inch before trying
to come out even farther. The chain
halted it though, which of course put terrible pressure on my clit. I let out a cry that might even have been
heard inside the house a hundred feet away and between the walls of two
structures.
But before I could think about it, my limbs swung again and
I snapped back to attention. The pain
was brutal. My breasts felt as if they
were being ripped from my body, by the tips no less. But that was nothing compared to the pain I
felt from the clamp on my clit. The Core
Driller dildo wasn’t light and the chain connecting my sex toy and my clitoris
had snapped taut and sent the equivalent of having a sharp wooden stake pounded
through my body.
I clenched as hard as I could as the next jump sent another
wave of agony through me. Any thought of
sex went right out the window. It just
hurt. Another jump caused my Core
Driller dildo to go shooting out of me, the Clover clamp unable to find
sufficient purchase on my swollen and still quite moist clitoris. I collapsed on the ground, after just three
jumps.
I’m not sure how long I just lay there, trying to cope with
the sensation. The Core Driller was a
few feet away, dirty and covered with hay and dust. My clit was throbbing still, despite the fact
that the Clover clamp had come off.
Fortunately the way I was laying caused the weights that were attached
to the binder clamps on my nipples to rest on the ground, rather than continue
pulling on me. Slowly I rolled over,
groaning as the weights came off the ground.
Everything hurt. I didn’t want to
do anymore.
I rolled a bit more and reached for my dildo. One half of it was covered in a layer of
grime and plucked a few strands of straw off the thing. I thought about shoving it back in, but the
idea was just too gross. I climbed to my
feet, the weights dangling, and shuffled my way across the barn. I pushed open the back door, stepped out into
the bright sunlight, and bent over by the water spigot. A quick sluice of the dildo cleaned it and I
turned off the water and went back into the barn.
Both my mind and my heart resisted when my mind told me to
get on with the jumping jacks. I sank
down onto one of the hay bales, ignoring the prickling ends poking my
bottom. I spread my legs and gently, oh
so gently, slid the Core Driller inward.
It took a moment. I was still
wet, but I had tightened noticeably with my antics. Twelve inches of black rubber, widening to a
good three or four inches at the base, is not something you just ram in. At least, not when you’re already in a lot of
pain. I needed to stabilize, to build
another protective shield against the agony of the jumping jacks. And so with gentle movements I slid the Core
Driller in and out, working myself steadily back toward orgasmic need.
It didn’t take very long.
I wish it had taken longer. But
when I felt sufficiently aroused I forced myself to once again clip the Clover
clamp to my clit. This time the pain
combined with the pleasure and I almost lost it, orgasming right then and there. But I held back, straightening up and then
standing. Once more the Core Driller
began to slip out but the clamp and D link held this time and only four inches
slid out of my pussy. I waddled into the
middle of the barn floor, prepared myself, and jumped.
I made two successful jumps.
My breasts hurt. My clit
burned. And then on the third jump I repeated
the entire escapade. The Clover clamp
just couldn’t handle the strain and with a snap my Core Driller fell out of me,
gravity and my lubed interior all the enablement it needed to once more fall to
the ground. I cried out, falling to my
knees, my hands at my crotch.
This wasn’t working.
Once more, after collecting myself, I grabbed the dildo, washed it off,
and worked myself back into a lather. I
still hadn’t cum, but I so wanted to.
But as I approached the cliff, the shield of sexual desperation back in
place, I tossed aside the clover clamp.
I reached for my pile of clothes, and drew out the one thing I KNEW
would hold the damn Core Driller in place.
Putting it on hurt way more than the clover clamp did, but
it held nicely. I attached it to the D
Link connected to the bottom of the Core Driller and then I stood. Sure enough, the taut pull on my clit,
combined with the weight of the dildo was more than enough to send waves of
agonizing pleasure through me. I gasped,
moved my body into a straight line, then jumped.
And jumped.
And jumped again.
When I finished my ten jumping jacks I collapsed on the
ground. Tears streamed down my face and
my shaking hand went down between my legs.
It took every ounce of strength left in my soul to keep from removing
the alligator clamp from my clit. I didn’t
even look at it. I was scared about what I might see. Instead I unclipped the D Link and then began
to rapidly, violently even, fuck myself stupid with that dildo. I even pressed on the bottom plug, wiggling
it around as well. There was that
perfect moment when everything comes together, like a stew with separate
ingredients and then I gasped, exploding in a mixture of sweet pain, drenching
need, and exhausting exhilaration.
It was ten minutes later before I even moved. Once more I reached down between my legs, but
then cursed slightly as I remembered the rubber bands. Of course Master Barrett had insisted that
the soles of my feet be tormented too.
But why AFTER I came? It just was
mean.
I reached down and snapped one and it did hurt, but I was
too sore, too tired, too drained to do any more. I climbed to my feet with a shudder and put
on my clothes, taking off the damned binder clamps and heavy weights. Sure enough the Core Driller slid partially
out, held in place with my alligator clamp and I closed my eyes, blocking out
the pain. I opened the barn door and
limped my way across the yard.
To my surprise, my mom’s car was gone. She had come out of the house while I was
torturing myself? Thank God she hadn’t
heard me screaming and come to investigate!
But with ginger steps I climbed the porch and then went in the kitchen
door. I was headed to my bedroom, but as
I stepped into the living room, my father glanced over at me from the
computer. He took just one look at me,
shook his head, and chuckled.
“Feel good?” he asked me.
I must have looked a wreck, what with blotchy cheeks and tear streaks on
my face. I looked down at myself. My shirt was disheveled and my nipples were
hard bumps on the cotton. My skirt was half askew and I could feel the Core
Driller base rubbing against my thighs.
No. I did not feel good. My clit was throbbing in building agony and I
wanted it off. Damn the fucking rubber
bands!
I kicked off my flip flops and walked straight over to my
dad. “Ten each,” was all I said. Then I turned around, bent over his desk, and
lifted my right foot, setting it against his knee.
I didn’t hear a word from him, but I knew what was going
through his mind. My skirt was short
enough that he would be easily able to see the base of the Core Driller, and
perhaps even a bit more. The rubber
bands still around each foot were plainly visible. I rested my upper body weight on my desk and
then I felt his hand on my ankle. His
fingers stroked my leg, moving up until he got to the back of my thigh. I stiffened, wondering how high he would go,
but then his fingers left me. Instead I
felt my skirt move and a cool breeze blow across my bottom. Then his hand found my foot again and I felt
the rubber band pulled.
The sting hurt, at least a little, on that first snap. The second, third, and fourth were
consecutively worse. By the time we hit
five I was wriggling, trying to keep from yanking my foot away. When he finished I wasn’t sure I’d be able to
use my right foot to even walk. He
pushed it off his lap and when I lifted my left foot, he slapped his hand
against my bottom. It landed on bare
skin and I knew he had moved my skirt up enough to expose me.
“No. Turn around and
sit on the desk. Then lift your foot.”
I did as ordered. I
knew what was happening. I couldn’t stop
it. I twisted, pushed up on my toes, and
sat down in front of him. I lifted my
left leg and my skirt rose, exposing my pussy, my alligator clamped clit, the
dildo, everything. My father’s eyes
widened and he started to reach for my foot, but then his eyes narrowed and he
peered into the shadow between my legs.
“Are you bleeding?” he asked, his voice moving from arousal
to concern.
“What?” I asked with a ragged gasp. I looked down and lifted my skirt, exposing
myself to the light. I didn’t see
anything, but then I pinched open the alligator clamp. Flecks of red spotted my labia and I found
the cut a second later. It wasn’t
gushing. It was just a tiny laceration where one of the alligator clamp teeth
had sunk a little deep. But since I had
taken off the alligator clamp, the pain had hit me twice as hard, the blood
seeping back into my crushed nub.
My father seemed mollified, but slightly disturbed and refused
to give me any more snaps. He ordered me
upstairs to take care of myself and I stood, once more covering up my abused
loins as I limped upstairs, the Core Driller dildo in my hand. When I got to my room, I moved to my
chair. With a sigh I propped up one
leg. Then with great patience, I put the
tip of the Core Driller back to my sex and slowly worked it in. I lifted my skirt as I sat down and felt the
full twelve inches go deep. I wiggled my
hips. The anal plug was still embedded
in my ass, and there wasn’t a lot of room in there, but it still felt good. I bounced in my chair. The binder clamps went back on my breasts, my
eyes closed as I hissed through my teeth.
In moments I was cumming,
exploding with my fingers gripping the edge of the desk.
And as soon as I was done, I reached down and snapped the
rubber bands.
Laundry day was tough. But you know that. I kept the Core Driller in for the rest of
the day too, except I used a pair of panties to hold it in. The anal plug stayed in as well, keeping me
stuffed with enough rubber to make me feel like some sort of plastic model. My clit… well… that needed time to
recuperate. And of course every time I
came, I had to snap those damn rubber bands.
I didn’t tell Kari about the Alligator clamp though. And I was healed enough by the time the
Society of the Golden Rose met, but still… she may read this little tale. And if she does… she’ll punish me. Hard.
But that doesn’t matter.
I know what I had to do. And I’d
do it again. As for Kari’s
punishment? Well, I’ll deserve, it won’t
I?
Breanne will remove her Husky dildo, panties, and bra. She will then insert her four inch bottom
plug, with her choice of lubrication.
She will then insert her 12 inch Core Driller dildo. She will attach the
metal retaining ring on the bottom of the dildo to her jumbo alligator clamp,
which will then be placed on her clit in order to hold the Core Driller
in. If she is alone, she is to expose
her breasts and place binder clamps on both nipples and after every seating,
she is to place rubber bands around the arch of each foot and snap each rubber
band ten times.
In order to be released, she must cum without touching
herself. Cumming is rewarded with ten
rubber band snaps to each foot. Also, once she cums, she may go down to the
barn and complete ten jumping jacks after attaching ½ pound weights to each
nipple clamp. Upon completion of the
jumping jacks, she is to immediately masturbate, without removing any of the
toys, to orgasm. She will then apply
another ten snaps of the rubber band to each foot and may THEN remove the
alligator clamp from her clit.
However, Breanne must keep the Core Driller in her pussy
using whatever means she chooses to retain the dildo. She must also keep the butt plug
inserted. Lastly, if she in private, her
breasts must remain clamped.
Breanne Erickson is the author of "Coming of Age - A BDSM Romance" as well as the highly controversial and five star reviewed novel "The Society of the Golden Rose." Her series "Tales of a Nympho Humiliation Pain Slut" is available in e-book form. Check out her website at www.nymphohumiliationpainsluts.com!