I'm sorry. I seem to say that a lot. Sorry for this. Sorry for that. Sorry I haven't done much writing. Or answering emails. Sorry for not posting. Not responding. But life is... complicated. I'm complicated. And crazy. Do you know I'm forty years old now? There are literally thousands of girls stripping naked on OnlyFans who are prettier than me, doing just as crazy as me. So I don't know why you'd want to read anything I've written. Still...
Michael has asked me to go through my files and find stories I didn't finish and... well... finish them. So here's a little tidbit from April 11th of 2018. Short and sweet and sexy. And very me. At least... me then.
If you want to read more lost tales, keep an eye on the website. Michael adds them there
Love, Bre
The Hallway
It wasn’t exactly early in the morning. I’d just seen my daughter off to school, shutting the door behind me with a sigh of relief. Rachel had been grumpy, complaining about the lack of breakfast options, despite me offering a variety of cereals, eggs, and bagels. I swear, I’m not sure how I’ll survive her teenage years. Still, we’d accomplished the normal process of eating, dressing, packing for the day, and then getting out the door, all without too much difficulty.
I was standing in the kitchen, a hot steaming cup of Tazo Chai latte a few inches from my hand when the phone rang. My eyes flickered to the screen and in seconds parts of me tightened up with tension. Julie.
The thin, darling, younger-than-me, former goth girl punk rocker was one of my two mistresses, and even though she no longer sported the heavy eyeliner and mascara, or torn fishnet stockings and ripped jeans, one thing she hadn’t grown out of was tormenting me.
Sexually.
I picked up the phone, gulped once, and answered.
“Hello,” I said, practically quivering. It was enough for the soft ringing of the ben-wa balls to be audible. And the way they moved inside me did not help my state of mind.
“Good morning, fuckslut. Are you naked?”
I bit my lip. I was still dressed in my bathrobe. “Um... bathrobe?”
“How disappointing,” Julie cooed. “Ditch it.”
I let out a slightly frustrated sigh, but set down the phone and slipped out of the robe. It fell to the floor and I stood there completely nude. Could someone have looked in a window and seen me? Possible, but unlikely considering that most of the blinds in the living room and dining area were down, and the curtain over the patio door was mostly closed.
“Alright, Julie. I’m naked now.”
“Good. Today you aren’t going to work. I’ve got you on loan from Kari.”
Kari. My other mistress. And employer. And best friend.
“On loan?” I asked skeptically. “What for?”
“Well,” Julie purred, clearly hamming it up. “I am once again amazed at the absolute viciousness of your fans. Today’s assignment is downright frightening.”
I felt tension inside me grow. An assignment? Today? I gulped again. “What kind... what kind of assignment?” I asked breathlessly. And yes, the ringing of the ben-wa balls had gotten louder. I took a few steps, feeling the roll of the two plastic spheres and then a sudden surge of wetness.
“It’s more like a series of them. You’ll get them throughout the day. But I got to ask. Are you horny?”
I frowned. That was a silly question. I’m always turned on.
I nodded, realized she couldn’t see me, not talking on the phone, and answered. “Yes Mistress.”
“That’s good!” She said enthusiastically. “To start, I want you to go and do your makeup and hair. And put on some earrings. And your slave anklet. The one with the bells. Remove your ben-wa balls. Your pussy will start empty for this assignment.”
I spun on bare feet, my pussy tingling with excitement. “Then what?”
Julie laughed. “Let me know when you’re ready.”
“You can’t tell me the first part right now?”
“I could,” she said wickedly. “But I’d prefer to let you stew.”
I frowned. “What’s the first one?” I asked, still totally clueless.
“Intense,” Julie replied wickedly. “It suits you though. A little bit of pain. Plenty of humiliation. Desperation. And a very good possibility that you’ll fuck it up.”
I felt my loins clench around the ben-wa balls and I couldn’t help it. I slid my free hand down there, feeling the slickness coating my petals.
“And of course, that will earn you a punishment,” she finished.
“How long do I have?” I asked, biting my lip.
“How long does it take for you to put on eyeshadow, liner, and mascara and take the ben wa balls out of your cunt?” Julie taunted. “And go heavy. You need to look like the fuck slut you are.”
Twenty minutes later I stood in the center of my apartment. It was a nice place and since Kari had helped me decorate it, the soul of the home radiated comfort. It was two bedrooms, two baths and I’d installed my daughter in what would be considered the master bedroom. They were almost exactly the same size and it gave her a certain amount of privacy that we both appreciated. The other reason was that my room was left floating, unattached to any accompanying residences, thus eliminating the risk of certain loud, sexually suggestive noises, being heard through thin walls.
I’d done as Julie asked and the black that lined my eyes made me look faintly Egyptian. I was naked of course, and empty, which honestly felt a bit disturbing. For a girl who follows NHPS Rule #1 religiously, not having a sex toy or cock jammed up between my legs wasn’t right. I was also wearing the slave anklet on my right leg. It was gold colored, and about ten tiny little bells tinkled with each movement. I lifted my phone and dialed Julie.
“Ready princess?” She asked, right after the first ring.
I took a deep breath. “I suppose.”
“Great. You’ll need three clothespins and a vibrator. Go get them.”
I rolled my eyes, knowing she couldn’t see me. Three clothespins and a vibrator? How mundane. I padded back into my bedroom, the slave anklet announcing each step. It was dark since I had the blinds shut and the curtains closed, but I quickly pushed my desk chair out of the way and opened the top drawer. I kept a dozen or so clothespins there, so I grabbed three. Next I went to the closet. My toybox was on the top shelf and I got it down. It was deep and I had to paw through it all to find a suitable vibrator. Then I went back to the living room and picked up the phone.
“Okay. I’ve got it all.”
“Good!” said Julie, clearly pleased. “Now go into the entry hall and open the door about forty-five degrees.”
I blinked. That changed the dynamics of the situation. “Julie. I’m naked.”
“Yep! That’s the fun part. You don’t have to open it all the way. Just partially.”
My mouth suddenly went dry. “You aren’t serious. What if someone looks in?” I demanded.
She laughed. “That’s the idea. In fact, if anyone does look in, feel free to invite them back and fuck your brains out. But right now, I need you to go open the door. Just halfway, Bre. That’s not too bad, is it?”
I struggled with decisions for a moment, but then felt my willpower dissolve. That’s the problem with being a submissive willing to do practically anything provided it doesn’t violate the preset limits. I walked into the hallway, my feet slapping on the tile, the bells ringing, and I unlocked the front door with a snap. Carefully, hiding behind it, I opened the door until it was half open and I cautiously looked out. I could see my car, and a half empty parking lot beyond. But no people. Thank God. I stood there, hiding.
“Okay, it’s open,” I told her.
“Great! Now take a few steps back and sit down in the hall, facing the doorway with your legs spread wide apart.”
“WHAT?” I spluttered.
“Then put the clothespins on your clit and nipples,” finished Julie.
“What?” I repeated, except this time with more panic. “I can’t do that!”
Julie snorted. “Yes you will,” she replied. “And then you’re going to shove that vibrator into your pussy and edge yourself, right up to the point of orgasm. But not once. Three times. And each time you’re going to remove a clothespin if you’re a good little fuck slut and don’t cum.” I was agog. I didn’t even know what to say. “Oh, and twist the clothespins off. Don’t pinch them open. It needs to hurt,” Julie added.
For a long moment I just stood there, the insanity of what I’d been ordered to do just overwhelming. But then Julie coughed. “You do not want to refuse.”
I swallowed. “Why?”
“Because it will be a week before you cum again, and the entire time Kari and I will be tormenting your ass.” She paused dramatically. “Just your ass.”
I frowned, feeling anger again. “Plugs?”
“Uh um…” she affirmed. “And anything else I can think of to shove up there.”
“Fuck,” I swore.
“So get those legs spread. Make the bells ring. Put on the clothespins. And edge fast. You only have to do it three times,” she said. “Call me when you’re finished… or if you accidentally cum. But if I were you, I wouldn’t do that.”
I was about to ask what would happen if I accidentally orgasmed, but Julie hung up on me. I sighed.
With my eyes on the doorway, I shook my head, but I dropped down, sitting. The tile was cold on my rump and I set the vibrator and clothespins down next to me. Hesitantly, I spread my legs, the sound of the tiny jingles undoubtedly attracting attention, exposing myself, though I suppose that someone would need to actually open the door, and maybe even come in fully to really see me. Afterall, it was a bright sunny day and I was sitting in a cool, dark hallway.
So I put on the clothespins. They felt incredible. The tightness. The pinch. The invariable throbbing that just seemed to energize my arousal. My clit tingled and I picked up the vibrator, turned it on to full power, and then with just a soft gasp, slid it in with one full thrust until I was stuffed to the gills. My eyes rolled up as a wave of exquisite pleasure shot through me and my bare little toes curled as I began working the vibe in and out, heading straight for the metaphorical cliffs of orgasm.
For those of you unfamiliar with the concept, edging is a sexual practice that involves bringing yourself, or another individual, to the brink of orgasmic ecstasy, and then pulling back, leaving them in a state of acute desperation. For me, it’s one of the worst sexual things you can require of a submissive, because she must literally masturbate herself to a point most people can’t appreciate or stop at. Imagine getting right to the point you’re about to cum, and then stopping. You feel need, wanton desperation.
And sometimes… sometimes you fuck up and cum anyway. For a submissive who has been told “don’t cum,” that’s a bad thing. And would undoubtedly have consequences.
With my eyes half shut, I rubbed the vibrator through my folds, breathing lightly through my nose, nerves charged on the off chance someone might come up to the door. The fear of discovery, of someone peeking in, sent my emotions into a tizzy and the sensations coming up from between my legs, and from the tips of my breasts, seemed twice as intense. I felt myself rushing toward the orgasm, just two or three minutes in, and my hips rolled dramatically as I plunged the vibrator deep. I realized I was making way more noise than I’d expected. Each thrust of the vibrator rocked my entire body and my right foot twitched and jerked, which only made the slave anklet’s bells jingle and ring. How could anyone not want to investigate that?
I moaned, loudly even, and felt the tension boiling through me. I could see the edge, the point where I needed to stop, and my pussy clenched tightly around the vibrator as I drew it out just in time, letting my body coast, only to perch precariously, dangerously, toes out over the abyss. I shuddered, closing my eyes.
Oh fuck… that was so close. Too close. I took a deep breath.
But one was done. The other two? Easier, of course, to get going. But harder to stop. The trick was to not allow yourself to get that close to the edge in the first place, to stop well enough back that you weren’t actually going to orgasm, at least not at that exact moment. The problem with that was it was a lie. Edging meant going to the edge. It meant feeling the orgasm inside you build and almost burst. And I refused to lie about something like this. It meant risking orgasm. Of course it did. But wouldn’t being sloppy about getting to the edge be worse?
I leaned my head against the wall, panting. My body was screaming at me to put the vibrator back in, to pump it hard, and my nipples and clit were throbbing as the clothespins cut off blood to the tips of my breasts and sex. I reached up with a shuddering breath and grabbed the clothespin on my left nipple. With a twist of pain, I tore it free of my bosom and dumped it on the floor. It rattled. My leg jerked again, the chiming of the bells accompanying my pain. It took a moment for the hurt to fade so I tried to focus on the door. It was half open and I could see a sliver of the parking lot. No one was there, but even had there been, they would have just walked by, right?
Or would they have investigated an open door way?
I waited all of three or four more minutes, trying to settle my sexual self before starting back up the masturbation mountain. Sitting there, my legs spread wide, a slave anklet on my foot, a growing puddle of girl goo under my exposed slit, holding a vibrator, made me feel especially vulnerable and every time I heard a car I jerked. The risk of being seen, of discovery, only intensified the sexual feelings and I finally gave up, grabbing the vibrator and turning it on again. Then I pressed it against the clothespin on my clitoris.
In seconds my blood pressure doubled. I was just too horny. I hadn’t cum at all that morning and this was just too intense. The risk of being caught? The clothespins biting at me? The vibrator, on high, going in and out of my pussy with each rapid, hard thrust of my hand? The bells ringing? The half-open door? My throat tightened up, the same as my sex did and this time, even faster than before, I shot toward the edge, sprinting with every beat of my heart. Somewhere, in the back of my head, I heard some shouting, a warning of some sort, but I’m a fuck slut for a reason. A second before I shot off into the air, my eyes snapped open and I realized that I’d fucked up. But then my pussy clenched tight and I groaned as solid ground seemed to disappear. I floated, my body thrumming with energy, with heat. I smiled, a sexual euphoria spreading through me as I fell backward, fluids squirting out from around the vibe and all I heard was bells.
The sensation of utter bliss lasted for longer than I expected and it was only the returning fear that someone was going to find me splayed out in my apartment hallway, naked, legs spread, a vibrator in my hand, and a stupid look of satisfaction on my face, that got me moving. I finally regained enough of my senses at some point to realize that I needed to call Julie. I’d screwed up. I knew that. I climbed to my feet, scurried forward to shut the door, and then stood with my back to it, holding my phone. One nipple and my clit were still clamped and my thighs were soaked. A matching puddle sat obviously on the tile floor. I bit my lip, shifting my hips back and forth until she picked up.
“Well, that’s a good sign,” she said in greeting.
I paused, sensing the danger, if not seeing it directly. “It is?”
Julie laughed. “There is no way you’ve had enough time to edge three times. That means there can only be one reason for you calling me.”
I blushed crimson and felt the heat on my cheeks. “It was an accident,” I confessed. “I was just too close to popping, Julie. I was on the second edge and it just… exploded out of me. I didn’t have a chance. Really. I didn’t mean to.”
Julie waited for my protestations of innocence, or at least lack of intent, to subside before she made it clear that it had fallen of deaf ears. “There are consequences for failure,” she said simply. “And you’ll start by fetching your trio of alligator clamps and your Thrusting Anal Vibrator.”
My mouth went a little dry. “Um…”
“Now Breanne,” she said, her tone stern.
For a second I blinked. I gulped. Then I whirled and quickly went to my bedroom. The bells on my ankle jingled and chimed and I flung open my toy box. I had multiple sets of alligator clamps, but I knew the trio she wanted. All of them were large, but more importantly, they were connected together by two chains. I remembered when Julie and Mike had adjusted their lengths so that the steel ring binding them would be centered just over my navel.
I also grabbed a huge, black, rigid, chitinous looking monstrosity that came equipped with a massive battery pack. It was slightly curved, vaguely shaped like a penis, and looked like it had been chopped off the body of the Xenomorph “alien” from the movies. At six and a half inches long, it wasn’t the kind of thing anyone should be sticking up their ass.
“I’ve got them,” I said into the phone a moment later.
“Good. Put me on speaker and go back to the hallway.
The front door was mostly closed as I approached and followed Julie’s instructions.
“Make sure the door is half open,” she said first, somehow intuiting that the potential for my utter humiliation and exposure wasn’t quite up to snuff.
I pushed the door open with my toe. A quarter… then to half. I could see out into the parking lot. No one was there, but it was the morning. People would be going to work. Landscapers would be mowing. Construction guys would be working. I felt my heart pick up speed and my pussy…
Oh my God. I was getting… wet again!
“The door Breanne. Another six inches.”
I whimpered, but opened the door even further. My cheeks turned red and I quivered with excitement.
“Now put the Thrusting Anal Vibrator in your ass,” Julie ordered.
I set down the alligator clamps and the phone, now on speaker function so she could hear me, next to the vibrator I’d been playing with before. The toy in my hand quivered. Dry, it wasn’t going to go in.
“Um… can I…” I began to say when Julie laughed.
“Fuck it to get it wet?” Julie asked.
“Yes.”
“I suppose,” she replied.
Closing my eyes, I brought the huge, disjointed phallus up to my pussy and began rubbing it against my slit. Despite the orgasm I’d had just ten minutes before, I was still hot and bothered and the risk of being seen, discovered, and humiliated was just as powerful as they had been earlier. I let out a soft groan as I pushed the tip inward, feeling an inch enter me. I tightened up around it, focused on relaxing, and then slid almost the entire thing right up into my pussy.
Too bad the stupid thing wasn’t on.
“That’s it,” Julie said. “Now pump it a few times.”
I groaned, loudly, as I followed her orders. It felt incredible. Thick and hard and perfect, at least at that moment. Sunlight flickered outside and my eyes flashed that way, but no one appeared.
“Now stick it in your ass.”
I yanked the phallus out of my pussy and brought it around to my back door. Getting something that big into your butt isn’t easy. The bells on my ankle rang profusely as I worked the thing in, wishing I’d brought some oil or some other lubricant. It took two or three minutes, but finally I settled the monstrosity in my bottom, my ass clenched around it.
“It’s in,” I informed Julie.
“Good. Now put on the alligator clamps. You know where they go.”
I bent over and picked up the clamps. It took me a moment to sort them, but I started on my right nipple, pinching open the steel maw. The teeth lining the inside had been deliberately dulled to prevent them from cutting into my flesh, and the spring had been modified to lighten the original pressure, but I knew that this was still going to hurt. That was the point. I positioned the clamp beneath my nipple, teased the tip until it raised up in a hard bump, then let the jaws bite down.
Shards of pain shot through my breast and I winced, grimacing as the hurt swirled through me. My hand shook as I found the other alligator clamp and lifted it up. It took me a little longer to put it on, and when that pain was added to the already throbbing pulse of the first clamp, I clenched my teeth. Then I bent over, to shorten the distance between my breasts and my clit, and with trembling hands, attached the final alligator clamp from above.
Had someone been right outside my door, I have no doubt that my little cry of agony would have brought them in.
“Ah…” Julie said outloud on the phone. “Music to my ears.”
I whimpered.
“Turn on the Thrusting Anal Vibrator. Both functions to full power.”
My hand flailed, looking for the controller and finally found it, dangling down by the back of my thigh. There were two knobs. The first controlled the motor that extended the phallus in my ass by a full inch, which was why it was called a thrusting anal vibrator. And of course, the second knob activated the vibration. I turned both on and up.
Creating an earthquake in my ass.
Now, don’t get me wrong. Anal stuff doesn’t hurt for me. I’ve been fucked there too often. But it isn’t the sort of turn on that other torments are for me. As a punishment, it worked well though.
“Now Breanne, you will once again masturbate with the vibrator you were using earlier. I don’t care if you sit or stand, but you’ll do it right there by the door. And once you’re close to cumming you have a choice.”
“A… a choice?” I groaned, picking up the vibe. As I straightened out, the chains running between my clamped tits and my clit tightened, pulling on all three. I mewled, wincing.
“Yes. You can edge and if you stop yourself right before cumming, you can close the door with your foot. Or… you can cum. But if you decide to cum, then you better open the door all the fucking way when you do.”
Then she hung up.
I stood there, shaking and panting. Slowly I sank to the ground, realizing that sitting would lighten the tension on my alligator clamps. I spread my legs, feeling the Thrusting Anal Vibrator dig even deeper. It was moving, pumping inside me, extending and then retracting over and over, basically fucking my rear end from the inside. I turned on the vibrator in my hand, brought it down to my pussy, and touched it, gently, against the alligator clamp on my clitoris.
The surge of raw ecstasy that hit me was overwhelming.
In seconds I was jamming the vibe into my pussy, fucking myself with a frantic, high-pitched whine that seemed to go quite well with the constant ringing of the slave bells on my anklet. The wet squelching sound of my pussy getting impaled filled in the rest of the sound track and I quivered as a flurry of sensations overwhelmed me. Pleasure. Pain. Humiliation. Need. My ass tightened around the rumbling Thrusting Anal Vibe, my nipples throbbed with hurt, and my pussy locked down as all the sensations melded into a cacophony that overrode my synapses, blurring the lines between agony and ecstasy, until I realized where I was.
Right at the edge.
For a moment, I struggled with the decision. Back down and suffer the consequences? Of being unbearably horny for the rest of the day? Of feeling my blood boil without respite? And if I did back down and just edge, how long would I be forced to endure the bite of the alligator clamps on my nipples and clit? How long would I have to take the constant shaking fuck of my ass?
My foot, bells ringing, inched forward, toes extended. My hips churned, my loins thrusting as I gasped, groaned, mewled and felt my body tightening like a bow. Power surged inside me, the ripening ignition already begun, a kernel of explosive just beginning to burst in my loins. I let out a cry as the orgasm began and I kicked open the door wide, only to lose any focus, not caring as I lost control, hand jamming the dildo, my body trembling violently, toes curled, nipples and clit throbbing, my ass stuffed and fucked, cumming in waves, laying on the floor. I barely registered the shadow as it blocked the sunlight.
I blinked as my brain finally rebooted, the last vestiges of the soup of endorphins and dopamine and naturally produced oxytocin finished circulating through my head. I was lying in a puddle of my own cream, limbs splayed out, nipples and clit hurting, the hum of both the Thrusting Anal Vibe, still fucking my ass, and the other vibrator, sliding out of my pussy to rattle on the floor, filling my ears.
Julie stood there, looking down at me.
“What a fuckslut,” she said with a grin. She closed the door behind her, then knelt down. She turned off the vibrator, then began freeing my nipples and clit from the alligator clamps. I let out a sharp whine, then shuddered. She patted me on the thigh. “Feel better?”
I nodded and finally sat up. “You’re awful,” I said.
Julie snorted. “I was out there the whole time. If anyone had come by, for real, I’d have hurried over and closed the door. You never were in danger.” She held out a hand and I took it. She pulled me to my feet and looked down at the tile. “I think you need to mop.”
I laughed. “So what now?” I asked.
Julie reached out and with her thumb, stroked my left nipple. It tingled, especially after being locked in the tight pinch of the alligator clamp. “Now?” She asked, only to lean in and kiss me. Her tongue slid between my lips, insistent, pressing, demanding. I melted against her as her arms surrounded me, pulling me into her embrace. Finally she pulled back, only for me to see the sparkle in her eye.
“Now I take you back to the bedroom, tie you open on the bed, and make you scream.” She took my hand and began leading me away from the hallway.
I hesitated for only a second. “Julie?” I asked, demure, submissive, and just a little hopeful.
“Yes, kitten?”
“Can you… open the window?
Julie laughed. “For a nympho humiliation pain slut?” She replied with a grin. “Sure.”



